Fear remix Kadeem Rowe

Lyrics: You see im livin with the enemy my house is not a home/ he was once a friend to me but now that friend is dead and gone / i am scarred by the memories of how it used to be / and i have lost the urge to fight so I am resting on one knee / and so i drop my second knee, praying to the Lord / to watch over and protect me cause i can no afford / to put my money where my mouth is cause i got a lot to say / and if i speak my mind to him i will meet an early grave / so ive kept silent even though its killing me / i can no longer bare the pain as you can clearly see / so lend me your ears i will show you what I am / too big to be a boy but too small to be a man / but appearently just right to be fighting in a war / i could fight or i could quit or i could walk right out the door / but i know theres no escape even if i made it far / cause a prison aint defined by the jail cell or the bars / but instead a prisons all up in your head / and in my head im more confined then id be up in a fed / you see slowly but surely I am goin insane / cause my hearts been filled with hate and its spread to my brain / and its spread to my hand and it spill on the pen / and its spread to my lungs got me speaking the zen / so when im writing on the pad best believe the inks black / and rappin better know im a fiend thats a fact / so i guess i got you to thank for bringing me here / cause before i was a fiend i was shakin in fear / lower than the dirt nothing but a worthless piece of trash / i ...